It’s been a MINUTE since I’ve posted. I’ve been working a lot lately and with all my health issues, trying to sleep when I’m not working. It’s been difficult none the less, but it’s so nice to be back on track with my day to day life after a scattered summer/fall. Most of the reason why I’ve been working a lot is because I’m trying to start saving up early before I attempt to move again. I am hoping for this next move to be a successful one, so I figured I better get a jump start. Talking about moving brings me to the point of this blog post.
Last year I rushed the moving process and decided to leave home before I was financially stable enough. Honestly, I just wanted to get the hell out of here. Sometimes it’s hard for me to accept reality and decide to do things on a whim. Turns out that’s not a great strategy for everything. I just had a set date in mind to move and would feel absolutely disappointed if I didn’t follow through with it. Oh how I’ve learned since then.
It took getting knocked down twice during this period of the year for me to put things into perspective. I no longer am going to put a time restriction on my goals. Especially ones that involve a big life change. Setting a time restriction means more pressure. The problem with that is how inconsistent life can get. Things change all the time and if something gets in the way of me being prepared in time, I can’t hate myself for it. I can’t blame myself for the way life turns out sometimes. As much as I hate being home, it is nice to know that I can move when I’m ready. I don’t need to rush the process in order to feel like I’m doing something with my life.
I am exactly where I NEED to be right now, even if it’s not where I WANT to be.
Hope the holidays treated you well!
Oh and have a great New Year’s Eve!!!
Suzy [fragile, yet fearless]